Friday, November 06, 2009

OKAY MS HELPLESS THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOUR ABILITY TO COMPREHEND MY POSTS.
this is gonna be random shit btw.

im in mothertongue using the pc now! wheeee. in your face other ppl who are busy dunno writing stupid formal letters in chinese. HAH. dunnno what gong san ah? HAHAHA.
omg i wanna take french as second language! but sadlyyyy,im a SINGAPOREAN.
haisshhh. so much for what u want ahh. haiyoo i wanna be multilingual lah.
been going to sharon au's wordpress lately and hellooooooooo.
HAVE YOU SEEN HOW BEAUTIFUL FRANCE IS.
me and pandicine were spaazzing last nighhhht. HAH. lets go france! wheee~

oh its negi.wordpress btw. you wanna be jealous go there! =D

okaaaaaaaaay. the republic concert is tmr! omg arashi nesss in singapore!!
im gonna sinnng i dont care.
AND you better sing with me ah sihan.

dozing off at 8:49 AM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

now you suddenly decide to spill everything in my lap.
what am i supposed to do?
take it all just like that.
is that what you want me to do?
this is'nt provocative is it.
not yet with the copious tears rimming around two eyes right now.

i dont know what to say to you anymore.
i dont even feel like blogging about this but i am.
i am cray right. STILL. it's not worth anything.
its your fault. you made me feel all these feelings.

YES. i blame you.

dozing off at 11:50 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i want to play hide and seek.

okay,its not much of a help that i cant upload photos right now. the cable thingy's with my aunt so its gnna be really picture-less and boring for now. hmm,she's in langkawi on her honeymoooon~ hahaha. i cant imagine what they're doing there now. probably lovey-doveying on the hammock and kissywissying. moohahahha. so cute la. shh! leave them their privacy.

i've got a sprained ankle! wooooohoooo. its been ages since i last twisted my ankles. so fun. i kinda miss the pain and all xD okay shuddup. its inordinate pain okay. psch.
well,i've been reading the whole of these past 2 days.. its even more fun. i can just read until i die la. Now its 'A Dangerous Dress' by julia holden. awesoooome. why? cos its making me wanna go to france even more. LOL okay,obsession~ hmmm. eh,i picked up a few brochures from french that day. funny thing, there's a convention about studying in europe coming up in a week. i am so there! :D

You know i just love sunflowers. haha. i know you do. there's like about 5 baskets of them sitting in my house right now. and i love the smell emanating everywhere especially my room. teehee. blue,peach,red and yellow! yay. thankyou auntie. hey sabrina, you want one? (:


pfft. im perspiring as im typing this out. goshhh,the weather's really bad uhh. oh oh! hahaha. okay this is really out of the blue but i was watching 'The 11th Hour' yesterday. the documentary movie hosted by the ever-so-HOT Leonardo Dicaprio which focused enirely on this earth. like omg la. i was O.O throughout the 2 hours plus. we are so gonna die someday people... heh.sorry,that was weird.

i think im gnna start my preparation early now. mostly languages so i dont have to think so much about it next year.. i know.. there's LIFE to deal with as well.. and other special stuff.. guess i just gotta divide my attention somehow.. haishh. its beginning.. yay.

presque, j'arrive.

dozing off at 3:03 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

BAH fasting month's passing by so faaast. you dont even realise the days passing cos you're so busy worrying that the end is nearing. okay that sounds ridiculous. hmmm, i feel so holy at this point of time. yupp, all the repenting and asking for forgiveness taking place.. 'forgive me God for i have sinned so much' something like that type of stuff. heh.

EOY'S in 3 weeks and yes, im panicking. seriously i neeed to do well okaaay. gotta get the engine going early so i dont have faults in the machine later. haisshh. its so sickening worrying about stuff like this laaah. i hate hate hate it! but what's keeping me going is my strong desire to be 'ze untouchable' for english. and the band trip in december! wheeee~ good times uhhh =D

SO. suddenly my mum's all obsessed about universities. she wanna send me far far awaaay. before you react, thats a good thing okay! i cant wait to get out of crazy singapore. People here dont know the true meaning of life sometimes its more sickening than anything else. hmmmm, im thinking france. woooh!
Au revoir tout personne~

dozing off at 1:25 AM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

If everyday could be this colour and what it holds behind those petals.
Please ask, its my latest obsession.

dozing off at 11:55 PM

Friday, August 07, 2009

Aint my Neener just the cutest thing! awwwwh. you see, high socks are not all that bad know.. my prince is making a fashion statement! LISTEN TO HIM. hahahaha xD gawwd, what with LIFE consuming me now.. i miss him so much T.T
now this is blooody awesome! who knew that a mammalian's heart could be so darn right interesting and cool huhhh. i was so amazed i didnt wanna take of the surgeon glooves.. woooh~ okay so its a lamb's heart. but heckk, we mammals are all the same ne. imagine if someone pierced your heart. ohhh the paiinnn~ hahahha. so fun lah! im loving bio maaan. the aorta was really thickkk. i kept poking the thing! and maree haaaaad to splash blood on me. in her excitement xD woooh! i wanna go mustafa and get a heart! =D
QM ROOOM NOW~ so niceeee righhht!!! im so proud of it la! i came late and we had to finish by 10 30 on that wonderful saturday and still! we did it, we did it! yaaay for us laa =D from sucha filthy messy clutter to spick-and-span wonders. and yes MJ, i'll make sure it stays that way! (: ohoh, special mention fr abit; THANKS MEIJIA FOR THE LOVELY PUSHPOP AND KINDERCHOCS! love youuuu.
presenting the esplanaaade! hahahhaha! okay i had fun pressing mich's boob with the 'go green' thingy. she gt hornyyy laaah. hahahahah. so thankyou shafee for making us really highh for that weird moment. the class was SO into it caaan. surprisingly we totally heckkked about chem test. hahahaha. so we are no nerds okay! charles totally looked like some dragon from dragon taales! dont you think so? xD cute laaah. we paraded around the two upper floors for awhile getting all highh. and we won. i love 3e3.
ALL HAIL THE QMS! i love you guyyys. no matter how annoying you are dianah, no matter how LIPID-y and buddha-ish you are congyao, i love yall deepdeep okay! i wont nag too much. not like MJ xP annnnd, we'll have our own significance okay.. teeheee.

so if i dont come back, whats gonna happen? just means im busy. going on hiatus~ for now, its all in the BONBON.

dozing off at 10:01 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Blame it on social conditioning. It is deemed okay for women to express their feelings but males are culturally pressured to control their feelings. No matter how many hours you spend gazing at the ocean, no matter how many times you trace the name of your beloved on sandy beaches, no matter how many mountains you climb or meditation sessions you attend or frenzied hours of shopping you embark on, nothing changes when you come back. A loss is a loss is a loss is a loss.

i love sunday papers. Parfait, sumiko tan. you tell it like no one else.

dozing off at 2:35 PM

Don't you just wanna ruffle his hair~~ ahhhhh the joy of watching pottypotty 2 times in a week.. its all because of how i can just flaaaaaaail over my roooon.. yes i tell you, its 'bloody brilliant'. hahahaha!

i've got serious laughing fits in english now. its not so bad with the gorilla when you have me and huiching to tame her yknw.. xD KIDDING. its always been the same. By far i think she and Mr shafee are the most interesting teachers i have this year. Okay finee. remind me to do a report view on every one of my teachers later. whenever. it'll be fun (: mooohahahha.

Shao Wei came back! like finaaally.i was beginning to think she'd quit and i'd be the only 15-year old sane enough to succumb to pierre's nonsense. he's getting crazier every week! *gasps* hahahaha. nolaaah, he's a nice french guy. so anyway, she MIA-ed for two weeks cos she went to Capetown!! that luckyyy womaaaan! i wanna go to south africa someday too youknowww.. its super cool lah. she told me alllll about it. when we were suppose to french about i-phones! :X hahahha.its all volunteer/community work and FUN. it cost her like 4000+ bucks to go there. and that excludes the airline stuffs. OMG laaah. she got to pon sch! get away from this darn old s'pore! had so muchhh fuuun! for THREE WEEKS. how lucky is that! PFFT. i checked out the website. now im tempted to go brazillll.gaaaaaaaah.

busy.busy.busy.my my myyyy im so busy. at least its how i feel like uh. i feel like a box man. all packed up with stuff. like someone's gonna move me anytime. but im too heavy. cos there's too much inside. too much to lift up and put aside. so it all has to stay in there. and i dont know for how long will i be able to withstand its weight. haiyoooooo. LIFE. its my box.

dozing off at 1:13 AM